maggiemay ([info]eatme3854) wrote,
2005-07-30 01:56:00
uh-oh. deep depression again. havent had one of these in a while. staying up until 4 am. waking up at 11 am. going to sleep at 2 pm. waking up at 7 pm. rinse, repeat. so anti-social. and i feel like shit but i dont want to change. and heres the thing...

im going to a leadership camp on sunday in washington dc for 11 days. im excited because i wont know anyone, but um that doesnt change the fact that im DEPRESSED and planning on NOT EATING. and this is fucking expensive... my parents payed like 2-3 thousand. whihc makes me feel guilty and more depressed. whatever, im gunna go play solitare until i fall asleep.

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[info]chandelier_life

July 31 2005, 22:27:23 UTC 6 years ago

Awww hun. It will turn out okay. I know how depression can suck, and at the worst times too. I hope your eating goes okay. I know it will be really hard being with ppl that don't know bc of the fact that you can get away with it. But think of it this way; everyone has their backslips. Don't expect perfect recovery. Because that is almost as bad as not eating you know? If you end up not eating look at it as just another step. the fact that you know you should be eating and are trying too is really good already. I'll be thinking of you.

Love
Cloea

[info]chandelier_life

August 2 2005, 00:41:09 UTC 6 years ago

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